I Love You More?

So many things left unsaid
the worrying and the waiting
the loving and the hating
not knowing what to do
waiting hurts and forgetting hurts
but not knowing what decision to make is worse
you suffer together when the world is against you
but you suffer alone when your against each other
which pain hurts more
which one is worth fighting for
Love can be the problem and the solution
but you cant make that decision alone
it takes two to make it through
effort on both ends and sacrificial actions
giving up wants substituting them with needs
but is that really all we need?
to think that this thing has gotten so far
and to throw that away is that going too far?
i never wanted to,
but i cant speak for you
fighting seems to be the only way that we
can use our arguments to tell the truth
and i know i act like i dont care sometimes
but sometimes it hurts me much more than it hurts you
but if fighting for you and not with you
is the only way to get through to you
then put on your gloves and lets go a couple rounds
cause you're not worth living without
and yes that means im willing to stay
if we love each other wouldnt we find a way
to make things work?
to put love first
going through what we went through
and wishing i could tell you the truth
and sometimes i wish that you just knew
but living without you is more like dying without you
and i even had dreams of me crying without you
even though those tears werent reality
the pain is still the same
all to just talk to you, and hear you say my name
so i guess this is the way for me to put my feelings into words
and acknowledging my mistakes and hoping we have more to come
Remember all those fights of "i love you more"?
i guess it looks like i won...