Nowadays words just don't
hold enough feelings
Sometimes I want to tell you
how I'm feeling
But I can't express it
through words
In contrast to some of the
things you've probably heard
I am not the guy to shy away
from my past, but to embrace it
We've all done things we
aren’t proud of but we can’t erase it
Instead when you face it,
you're faced with a decision
To either let it break you or
build you
And I choose to yield to your
will boo
So whatever you'll have me do,
I'll do it
I may lack the affection you
need
But don't give up on me yet,
class just started
I have all the materials I
need, so you can remain unguarded
Playing games are outdated so
I'll resort to being truthful
I wish I knew how to love the
way that you do
I just lack your instruction
In order for me to function,
we’ll base love as the curriculum
You can teach me how to love
and we'll keep games to a minimum
Because I found something in
you that I should cherish
Having that once in a
lifetime feeling of ecstasy you don’t want to perish
See I hit your love under an
X in the sand
And that music that used to
come from my chest is now coming from your hands
You hold something dear to
me, and you can see the fear in me
Every time I rode the love
wave I wiped out
Drowning in a sea of regrets
that lead to love doubts
But I found my way back and
you were my guiding light
Swam through it, and found
the sun in the darkest of nights
It’s evident you were heaven
sent, Just wonder where you stored your wings
Never thought I'd meet
someone who can treat a peasant like he's a king
You cleared my palace sat me
down and called it my throne now
I wanted to repay you back I
just didn't know how
But I'll learn, I'll read
every book, and study every lesson
To return the love you showed
me, the product of your affection
I swear I'd overdose on you
if you let me, even through the changes
Through every mood: happy,
hurt, or hateful and filled with so much anguish
But it’ll be painless, and
every day I want you by my side
Always thinking of the first
day we let our worlds collide
And how being without you
would feel like a fate worse than suicide
Because you have my heart
caged in, and it’s quite comfortable
I'd stay in your embrace
forever just don't let me go
One thing is certain, I may
never be able to love the way that you do
But that’s part of unique the
reason that makes you, you
Your special to me, and
there's something I'm just realizing
Even if we can't love the
same way it doesn't mean we stop trying
You got my heart, no more
renting, borrowing or leasing
When I think of us, I relate
our ups and downs to the seasons
Though we're young, you've
taught me so much and I'll always remember
The beauty of your spring,
the warmness of your July, the rain in our fall
And the coldness of December.
Even on the coldest days,
The warm and beautiful ones
are just around the corner
So we hold on to each other
even tighter when it’s cold
Until the days where it gets
warmer.
