Part-Time Mother

All you part-time mothers are about to be disappointed
Nobody wanted to be the one to say it so I guess I'm self-appointed
Its funny how the more children are produced the more mothers are reduced
And I use the term mother by its biological means
Which means there is a difference between a mother and a mom
A mom will protect her children from any kind of harm
While a mother in its biological sense is just a women who gives birth
Bringing a child into this world and not giving them what they're worth
See I have a problem with these part-time mothers dressed in the latest fabric
When their children are wearing old hand-me-downs they kept up in the attic
Why not provide for your child more than yourself
Is it that much of a crime when we have to portray our wealth
Have to be seen in the flyest clothes, but nobody knows
That baby daddy is paying for these with his child support check from Lowes
See I have a problem with women who use their child, and yes it does bother
Seeing a women use their child as a tool to get back at its father
Holding a man for child support, but instead using that child's money to support her own lifestyle
Take him to court get more of his money based off the jealousy of seeing him with a new woman and you want to be hostile
See I got a problem with you part-time mothers who don't make your child you’re first priority
Worrying about your baby father's life, as if having his child gives you authority
And it’s true that some men don't hold to their duties but for the men that do
Why do you part-time mothers feel the need to make them suffer cause they're not with you
When you think about a part time job what do you think of?
Someone who is on the job but not quite all the time
Like the job doesn't have its full attention
Don't even bother to call to come in when we're shorthanded
Sometimes you work hard and sometimes you don't
Sometimes you put in some extra work and sometimes you won't
See I have a problem with some of you part-time mothers
But if you are a part-time mother then the other part of your time should be dedicated to your employment
Not spending it in the club all the time and trying to decide between boyfriends
For most of yall that’s how you got in that position in the first place
And some of you women choose not to grow up after having a child so all of your mistakes you made get retraced
Leads you back to the same place, think you find a soul mate, go on a couple dates
He cooks a couple plates, you let him get to third base back at your place
Then you become a part-time mother to another child, *Straight-face* -__-
See I got a problem with you part-time mothers, it’s something that hits home,
See I didn't even have a part-time mother; she was unknown till I was grown
You women think a baby doesn't understand things at that age
But they absorb everything you portray, anger, hurt and rage
So let that be a lesson,
You can hate me but I'm just passing a message
You have something special that you were blessed with
A child that needs to be kept safe in every essence
Treated like a first priority, loved, and nursed
So do positive things you would want them to learn
Stop wearing things to attract all that thirst
And put that part-time status away, and put your child first.

Her

There was once a time I would lay up at night
Wondering what my perfect women would be like
I thought of characteristics and physical features
If I got her how would I treat her
If she wouldn't open up her mind, how would I read her
If I were to tell her i love her, would my words reach her
But I love the fact that she's a mystery
Hopefully falling for you would prevent me from getting injury
Cause for her, I would carry the cross to my own crucifixion if
It would help her have more faith in me
And I could die on that cross and you could bury me in a tomb,
And I would rise on the 23rd hour just to prove,
I could not live a day without her.
It’s funny how sometimes I compare my nights to her
Cause every star in the sky aims at the moon
And in my eyes I'm that shooting star who'll get there soon
So when I find her, I won't let her go so easily
Everything we do is between me and you, so I'm sworn into secrecy
For her, I would count every star in the sky,
And find the one that most resembles the look in Her eye
When we share our moments together and I'm trying to decide
Exactly how to tell you, that you are the "Her" I've been looking for
And Her love got me feigning more than any drug at the convenient store
I told myself I should fight it but now I'm willing to go to war
Hoping these moments are just then beginning, and there’s more to explore
Cause at the end of the day, if I have Her then i don't need much more
For her, I would mark every second of the day after every time we part ways
Just to tell her that’s it’s been exactly 52,364 seconds since I got to say
That I love you, and hoping that you feel the same way,
Because for Her, there’s nothing I won't do,
I'm painting your toenails, drawing the little details
Holding conversations through, texts, tweets, and emails
Taking the password off my phone cause I don't have anything to hide
Letting you win arguments, because I'd be willing to set aside my pride
For her, I would be willing to go to war with anyone who doubts us
Because us being in our own little world just means they don’t know anything about us
They would see how happy we are and wanna crowd us
And I would laugh at you when I see you try to act tough
We would be secure in each other because we have trust,
And we have Us, and I have Her
And now I know after all this time I've been living my life backwards
And now i can proceed to move forward
Not having to worry about feeling cornered
Because she has my back, and I have hers
Knowing that we can handle anything that occurs
If I had Her in my life I wouldn't need to mislead
Other women who don't compare to Her,
When I try to think about past loves it’s all a blur
Forgetting those who don't hold a candle to Her,
And knowing what I have now, I prefer
And it’s funny the more I think about her
How I would love and never doubt her
How Her beauty blooms like the most beautiful flower
And how I don't ever want to be without her
I spend all this time wishing for her
But the only thing missing is Her.